My brain has been sitting in 5 o’clock traffic for the past couple of weeks. My creativity seems to be idling at low RPMs. I get this way sometimes I had a little head cold last week and the brain fog is still lifting. I’m not trying to punch through it anymore I’m laying low until everything snaps back. Not sure I’m even camping this weekend my guts are saying stay home like a good boy.

*sighs in bored

I do have a tattoo appointment Monday, my first in 5 years so I’m a little excited about having my body detailed for several hours while gritting my teeth.

The future of the deli is on my mind I’ve got a handful of things I have to reckon with pertaining to its next steps. What are they? Can’t tell you until I know myself.

Do I go safe hugging the sides of the riverbanks or let go and flow? I love a good esoteric flow but it comes with a large price tag and spending any money during all of this shit goings on makes me hesitant.

Politics

It irritates the shit out of some of you that I don’t post my political views. What I stand for, what side I choose.

I don’t choose sides I never have.

I have my beliefs and opinions I just choose not to launch it into the noise. No I’m not an elitist looking down on the donkeys and elephants I’ll tell you my thoughts in a conversation. Not on a pedestal. My thoughts are actually headstrong about some matters. These days when there’s a difference in opinions we don’t know how to agree to disagree. Instead it’s name calling and anger. I’m just not here for that anymore. It’s too volatile.

I’m not turning my back on anything. I’ve never hesitated saying what’s on my mind I’m no longer spouting it over social media.

You do you and I’ll do me as what one friend said to me after getting upset that I don’t express my views on a public forum. Don’t think they’ve interacted with me for the last 6 months because of that. It only cements my opinion that people are incapable of having a conversation about politics anymore.

Anyhoo

The blahness is reflecting in my journaling this morning. At least my house is clean.

Random thought plug

I’m slowly transitioning into seasonal work mode I think. After this month we start to pick up more and more on the box side and then early November I slowly put my head down and I don’t look back up until December 26th. Harvest time as I call it.

Finally curated a new charcuterie menu after 6 years. I had to make some changes. I was bored.

I’ll post it soon. Maybe

The future of Graze waves in the distance. I wanna go bigger man I always do. That damn ego rears its ugly head.

Someone give me $100k and I’ll leave you alone..

Gimme 5 million and I’ll disappear.

Anyone? Anyone?

Dammit

Tough crowd

I just want to create and build

Not stay

Man I dislike a tetherment

I need the current to steer for a while. Take me to a new tributary please and thanks.

Maybe I’ll go camping Sunday night.. Brevard, burger on my tailgate and a good sitting chair by the crick.

God that’s Mayberry as fuck. I love it

This went exactly where I thought it would. Nowhere.

So be it.

Peace and elbows yall